Hi my name is ayesha, i m a lecturer in accountancy. For the

 first time i m sharing my life 

expirence, well from my school 

days to till i finish my graduation i

 never indulged my self into this

 love stuff. Kyun ki mai aise hi

pali badi thi. Mereb.com khatam 

hone ke baad mere parents mere

 liye-->  ladka dhund na shuru 

kadiya aur mere shaadi kardi par 


wo ladka janwarse bhi battar tha mujhe maarta peeta for no 

reason.. Uski in harkato ke wajese mai ne mera baccha bhi 

khodiya, mere abbardasht ke bahar tha isliye mai ne divorce 

liya aur dahej kesaare paise bhi mere parents ne liye. Fir

 uske baad mai apni life ko dheere deere aage badane lage 

aur m.comcorrespondance ke liye apply kia kyun ki mai us 

time part time job kar rahi thi. Fir ek din zindage ne fir se 

mod li,mere mom ki badi behen ka ladka uska talaq(divorce) 

hogaya tha to mere parents aur uske parents ne socha ki 

hum dono akele hai kyun na hamari shaadi karde aur shaadi 

kardi.. Par kisi ne mere marzi hi nahi puchi bas apne mann 

me aaya kardiya. Par shaadi ke baad pata chala ki wo ladka 

infutin hai aur us ke saat saat us ladke aur us ki family ko 

dahej ki itne lat ki mai bata nahi sakti mera m.com khatam 

hote hi fouran mai ne job ke liye apply kardiya aur bhagwan

 ki daya se mujhe kaam bhi mil gaya mere saari salary 

inlogon ko de deti ta ki wo log mere parents se kuch na 

--> maange as wo infutin tha to hum log ek hi kamre me alag 

alag sote aur mai ne kai baar kosish bhi ki us ko doctor ke 

paas le jaane ki par wo log ulta mujhe hi galiyan dene lagte.

 Mai dobara divorce nahi chah ti thi kyun ki mere parents ki

 izzat chali jati aur mere bhai ko koi ladki na deta 4 saal se 

sabar kiya par har din halat battar hote gaye mera husband

 mujh se baat tak nahi karta shaadi ki raat jo baat ki bas fir 

uske baad 4yrs se wo mujh se baat hi nahi arta in halato se

 tang aa kar mai ne suicide ki bhi koshish ki par nakam rahi

Kyun ki mujhe afsos hai zinda rehne ka. Mera ek fb me 

friendtha wo dubai me engineer hai wahi kaam karta hai par 

uskifamily india me rah ti hai, usko mujh se pyaar tha aur ek 

dinusne mujhe propose bhi kiya tab mai ne usko meri saari 

life history batai aur pucha ki kya yeh sab jaan ne ke baad

 bhi tum mujh se pyaar karo ge to usne kaha han i love 

more than my self mai tumhari honesty se tumhari voice se 

bohot pyaar karta hu. Tum ghabrana mat mai aake tumhare 

parents se baat karun ga hamare baare me bas tum mere 

saat rehna. I trusted him compleatly cause hum dono ek 

dusre ke acche dost hai uske propose karne se pehle se. Ab 

mera divorce case chal raha hai par wo thode mahino se

 mujh se theek se baat nahi kar raha aur wo india aa chuka 

hai par ek baar bhi mera haal nahi pucha.. Bohot dard hota

 hai mai usko jaan se bhi zayada mohobat karti hu mai ne 

usse pucha bhi hai ki jo tumhare mann me hai boldo mujhe 

bura nahi lage ga par wo mere sms ka jawab nahi deta aur 

na hi call receive kar ta hai.. Darr lagta hai ki fir wo dhoka 

dega to… Par dil keh ta hai wo dhoka nahi dega.. I dont no ki 

kya huwa hai usko.. Par ab bhi mai uska intezaar kar rahi 

hun.. Kya wo mujh se pyaar karta hai ki nahi i dont no.. Usi 

ke khayalo me dubi rehti hu uski pyaar bhari baato me khoi 

rehti hu… Saat me darr bhi hai ki agar wo mujhe beech rah 

me akela kargaya to…. Mai nahi seh paungi itne ghamo ko 

shayad mar jaungi… Dosto duva karna ki mujhe mera pyaar

 miljyae warna mujhe maut miljaye. Kyun ki aisi zindagi se

 maut behtar hai….

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1 Ladka ­ hr roj sham ko mandir jaya krta tha,1 din use mandir me 1 ladki mili jise wo like krne lgaor sacha pyar krne lga,usne sochakya pta ye ladki mujhe khi dubara milegi ya nhi
kuch din baad ladke ko pta chla kiwo ladki kisi dusre sehar se aai h or wo uske ghr k paas he rehti h,,
wo us ladki k ghr k aas paas he gumta rehta or ladki ko dekhta rehta,wo ladki b hr roj ]mandir jane lag gyi,ese he wo dono aaps me ache frnd bnn gye...
Kuch dino baad ladke ne ladki ko parpos krneka socha,ladke ne ladki ko parpos kiya or uska hath pakd kr use ring pehna di or ladkiko kha ki m tumhe bht pyar krta hu tumhare liye jaan b de skta hu,,

ye sunte he ladki ne wo ring utar kr wha paasse gujrti huii nehr megira di or ladke ko kha ki tum to jaan b de skte ho to jao ye ring nikalkr le aao,,
ladka ring nikalne k liye nehr me kud gya lekinuse ring na mili,,
ladki ne use kha ki tum ring to vapis nhi le aa ske or mere liye kyakroge,,
ladke ne bde vishwas se kha ki m tumse true love krta hu or 1 din tum b mujhe pyar kroge mujhe vishwas h,ladki us se picha chudana cahti thi,,usne ladke se kha ki agr tum kal sham 5 bje tk mujhe khi se b dund nikaloge to m tumse shadi kr lungi or agr na dund paye to mujhe bhul jana hoga,ladke ne manjur kr liya,,,

Ladki ki frnd ne use kha ki tum khi b chip jao wo tumw dund lega,ladki ne kha 1 jagha wo nhi dund payega wo h us ladke ka ghr,wo ladke k ghr chli jati h or ladka use bahr dundta rehta h,ladke k ghr me uski maa bimar hoti h or uske papa use phon kr kghr ane k liye kehte h ki tum ghr aa jao,tumhari maa ko dwai dilane le kr jana h,to ladka bol deta h ki mujhe time lg jayega papa tum le jao,ladki whi unke paas baithi hoti h,uske papa ladkeki maa ko doc k paas le jate h,
5 bjne me kuch time he reh jata h or ladka ladki ko paglo ki trha hrr jgha dund rha hota h,,achank uska accdint ho jata h or log use hospital me le jate h,
wha se uske ghr me call ki jati h to phon call wo ladki uthati h,hospiatl se kha jata h ki apke bete Unique SekHon­ ka accdnt hogya h,,
ladki jor jor se rone lagti h or hospital me pauchti h, Shokeen Gabru
jb ladki uske paas pauchti h to jb ladka use dekhta h to sabse phle wo time dekhta h,,abi 5 bjne me 1mint baki hota h or wo muskurate huee ladki ko time dekhne k liye kehta h,,
Ladki use jor se hug kr leti h....

MORAL....TRUE LOVE Kbi na kbi jrur MiL he jata h.....

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meri story jb start hui tb me 8 k final exam de rhi ti n jb ek ldka aya meri lyf me hmari pheli mulakat road pe hui usne mujhe bachaya tha warna us din mera acident ho jata n m use thankx b ni bol pai kuki jb tk m kuch bolti wo wha se chala gya tha n us din m uske bare me hi sochti rhi n pray kri k wo dobara mile n jb us din m ghr ayi tb us ldke ko maine apni gali me dekha mujhe yaken ni hua n jb bhai se pucha to usne btaya wo aj hi apne nae ghar me aye h m bhut khush hui sunke n maine socha use thankx khu n m uska jb tk nam b ni janti ti n next day jb wo mujhe mila to m thank khene gyi jb tk m. kuch bolti usne mujhe hy kha n mera nam pucha to maine kha hy i m shalu n usne b apna nam btaya aditiya jb hmari todi bt. hui ek durse k bare me jana k kya krte ho vagera 2 n uske bad hmri bhut bate hoti ti hm dost bn gye n m hmesha uske bare. sochti ti n ek din wo mera pas aya mujhse kheta m mandir ja rha hu ap chaloge to m mandir gyi uske 7 mujhe acha bhut lga.

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us din mujhe lga koi to bat h jo ye mujhe ni btana chate maine bhut bar pucha bt koi jawab ni mila m kha koi ni mt btao bt mujhe yaken tha ek din aditiya khud bta dege m bhut trust krti ti unpe bt wo mujhe bhut pyr krte the n m b bt ek din wo khete k m mar jauga to ap kya krogi m us waqt unpe chilai n gusa kia m bhut upset ho gyi n rone lgi n kha aj kh dia bt aj k bad mat bolna jb ap ni hoge to mere hone k fayda ni h to wo khte m majak kr ra tha m bolti aisa majak ni acha h uske bad aditiya ne mujhe chup kraya hmari bat hone lgi unki adat c ho gyi ti 2 mahine bad aditiya k behave change hogya wo mujhse duri bnane lge bat b ni krte the mujhe lga pta ni unhe kya hua wo aisa ku kr re h n wo to dikhte b ni the pta ni kha rhete the mujhe bhut fikr hoti ti unki m unke bina ni rh pa ri ti ek din m unke ghar gyi kha kya hua sb thek h na wo thode upset lg re the n sayad tbiyt b khrb ti or unki ankho me nami ti or mujhe kha ha sb thek h m khti apko meri ksm sb sach btao kya bat h kya prblm h to wo rone lge unhe dekhkr m b ro pdi m bolti kya hua btao to wo khte k mujhpe jada time ni h m bolti kya kuch smj ni aya to khte k m jada ni ji pauga m bolti fir majak aisa majak krne ko mana kia tha na.

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wo khte majak ni krra pari apki ksm m bolti kya pro. h to khete mere dil me ched h jis karan m jada ni ji pauga m ye bat rone lgi n kha apko kuch ni hoga bhagvan h na wo kuch ni hone dege ap thek ho jaoge n us din smj me aya unki mom itna ku roti ti bt maine unhe dilasa dia n kha kuch ni hoga us din maine unhe hug kia pheli bar us waqt mere ashu ni ruk re the bt mujhe control krna pda apne apko kuki aditiya ko b sambhalna tha wo pal bhut bura tha m khud to unhe khti k kuch ni hoga bt khud ko kaise samjati bad me m apne ghar gyi n us din m bhut royi thode din bad aditiya k tbiyt bhut khrb ho gyi  usne phne kia mujhe n i lv u bola n kha apna khyl rkhna itne me m kuch bolti aditiya ne phn kat dia bad me pta lga k wo ab ni rhe ek pal k lie meri sanse b ruk gyi m jite ji mar gyi ti muh se ek word ni nikla bus ankho se anshu nikalne lge 5 jan 2013 ko aditiya k death hui ti us din se mere chehre se muskan chali gyi siwae dard k or kuch ni bacha ab yad rhgi ab unke bina ni jiya jata bt jate wqt ek bat boli ti k apni lyf me age bd jana bt unke bina kaise jiu m kya kru wo mera phela or akhiri pyr tha m unhe ni bhula skti m kya kru ab kuch smj ni ata hm milke b ni mil pae ab ap btao m kya kru

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